I believed it takes years, to sincerely and truly trust someone. I never knew I could trust someone so fast. In such a short period of time. Before today I would have said, its impossible. I didn't know how or why I could, I simply felt it with you. You let me see all of you unconditionally. With no words you said to me, “See all of what I am”.
Unknowingly I hurt you. I didn't know how to listen and said foolish things. I'll never know your pain. All this coming from a silly person who cares. Your so wonderful with me, radiating warm kindness.
I didn't mean to make you cry. Never again will I push things. Look at the time, I'm probably thinking of you right now. It stung, when you said I was a bad guy, and maybe I am. I don't know what you see in me, I just hope you see something.
I care about your feeling.
This is to you.
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wow. this almost made me cry. I get this. I have a way of hurting people that get close to me because I'm the one afraid of getting hurt. I love someone and I told him so but then I told him to couldn't love him because I'm afraid of getting hurt. What a girl-shmuck. I can't sleep or eat right now. so...I blog.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I love that bridge. It's a magical little place that peers out over the islands and the sea and makes me feel peace and happiness every time I prance across her creeky boards.