Sunday, March 1, 2009

A Blending Of The Two

Resent events in my day to day life are changing again. Always a constant change but now more so then ever. Knowing that my life is changing for the better because I found what I was looking for. An unconditional happiness that's life changing. I live in two reality's at the present moment. One everyone can see and understand, a real
"hey, thats life type thing." The other, is one were everything is as it should be, perfection... or as close to it as humanly possible. I found what I wanted, the wait was just so long it pains me thinking how could I have lived so long without what I have now. I will cherish this gift, because if one thing was different on the day my life started changing it would have never happened, it would have been a tragedy. Now I need to take a third aspect of the goings on's in my mind, the what is to be aspect, the dream yet to become real but well on its way.I'm writting in a very cryptic way so this might not even make sense, just take from it what you will.

Asking questions I already knew the answer to.

apple,kiwi,ice cream,strawberry - in that order

3 comments:

  1. I took this as inner peace.. hoping I can get there one day.. so many thoughts go through my head, maybe if I just accepted change as it comes it would be better, but then again I have always hated change.. although, it's inevitable, I still don't adjust very well..you are often right on the money with your Random thoughts.. this is why I keep coming back.. strange... but good.
    Kelly~

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  2. Thanks Kelly, and yes that's a good way to put it....inner peace, yeah I have that now and its just so wonderful.

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  3. If you are happy and content in every way in life, you've found your meaning.

    oh and i dont know if you can find that book on pdf. my friend and i bought it at a bookstore.

    Wicca by Scott Cunningham

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