Losing More Then Just a Friend

I'm more of a mess then usual. I've been so happy these days, then you go and hurt me. What should I do because you won't speak with me? How can I know if you Won't tell me whats wrong. Should I X you off because that's that? I don't want to lose what I have with you, you really are more then just a friend to me. If I did something wrong and I knew what it was I would apologize to you wholeheartedly.
I know I've been nothing but honest with you.
Tell me, is it not fair to ask for the same thing in return?
What do I get from you when I try to say whats in my mind & in my heart.
I get "I don't think we should talk now." What the fuck does that mean? That feels like a big Fuck YOU GP.

I know that's not your way, I know your not so cold.

I don't wanna say bye, I don't want to be losing more then just a friend.
It's your move G.